I feel like a tiny bird with a big song

If there are two things that I am it is always busy and always joyful! Okay so no one is ALWAYS anything... I will rephrase if there are two things I am mostly it is mostly busy and mostly joyful. I am a tiny bird with a big song. I am the little bird far away on the branch that you think cannot possibly be making that loud beautiful noise... Why is it so joyful? Where does that big sound come from in that little bird? That is me :)

I cannot believe I have abandoned blogging completely since June... yes JUNE was my last one! Not even going to try and regroup just hop skip and a jump and back on because it involves so much painting, decorating, starting school, kids starting school, summer vacation, all great things but easily were blogs in themselves I didn't have time to do. But why did I feel a pull to come back to blogging? Same reason as always. My own personal time to reflect, dwell, ponder, and wellll just vent and write. With school work now I am actually up to my eyeballs in work and writing so I thought no way I'd want to write more! But its different when you can't type as fast as your brain is thinking because its about your life. Being assigned a topic doesn't give you the same rush haha thats why its called school WORK.

Anywhoo where I am at: I am back to juggling a new schedule and trying to find my balance and happy place. I am in school. I am working part time and taking a few clients, my boys are in pre school and my daughter is in middle school with many activities after school including a competitive dance team. My husband and father are my back up glue that hold this whole schedule together. At first I had abandoned being really good with preparing and bring all my food for the first few weeks I was slightly overwhelmed but I quickly realized that grabbing stuff on the go unorganized is not only so bad for you my energy levels are crap when I don't eat balanced and well, but it adds up QUICKLY. What a waste of money. I quickly have gotten back into preparing my food, but I did drop a regimented cardio schedule... something had to give with the onset of new hours and that was it. This week though I have regimented slightly more now that I'm adapting better and that is where my new little boost came in.

Gonna take my own pressure off and keep my blogs short and sweet... if I don't get too wrapped up I may be more inclined to post more often and no pressure to fill in SOOOOO MUCH at once.
So the plan... back tomorrow for a journaling type of my day workout cardio food and activities :)

HAPPY FALL ALL!!!