TOO BLESSED TO BE STRESSED!

This week has been an off week and I can't even tell you why. Well it's a combination of things I guess a little stress from here, a little from there, good old suck ass girl hormones, and the kicker I broke down Tuesday and cheated with a handful of peanut M & Ms!!!! Nothing pisses me off MORE than cheating ON a LOW CARB DAY... A low carb day that I woke up at 4:35am, did my cardio with cramps, planned perfectly, ate everything correctly, went back to lift and surprisingly had a great workout, and somehow someway hit a weak enough moment to say F it and ate some damn PEANUT M & M's. Seriously what the hell? There were so sugary they chocolate burnt my throat going down! LOL Why am I blogging about it? Well it's like diet confessions LOL Get it out, off my chest and on with my life LOL Sound crazy? Haha... I know MANY can relate. I have been on track and faking it till I make it :) Meaning I still feel a little grouchy but I'm trying to fight it. Today was a high carb day which usually makes me so happy about food lol but those damn M & Ms are so in the back of my head I'm not even enjoying it like I normally do. Yesterday I WAS STARVIN MARVIN and today mehhhh lol - I'm telling you this is all in your head, I know better than this. See why cheaters never prosper haha... But what is the name of this BLOG? I AM ENTIRELY TOO BLESSED TO BE STRESSED!!!!!

I'm not gonna make this a grumpy blog just a quick update, I just lifted and I had TO FORCE MYSELF not to do cardio after. Again sounds crazy but when sticking to a plan over cardioing can be detrimental. Today I had no post workout cardio called for as I trained legs, but I wanted to do it as a stress reliever, but fought the power LOL I'm going to go shower, and relax with the family. Not think about M & Ms, when my abs are ever going to fully pop, or how I would love to watch Sex In the City on the treadmill right now LOL. I have to get ready for my weekend and try to get in bed early, because tomorrow I have to be in Lowell for 7am with my daughter in costume, hair, make up, and ready for her first DANCE COMPETITION of the season. Watching her Dance gives me goosebumps and makes my heart sing, so I KNOW that will be JUST what I need to pull me out of this little funk.

Today I went to an indoor play place with the boys and they always make me laugh and make me remember how blessed I really am. The one liners from them crack me up. I always dress my twins the same ALWAYS, like EVERYTHING. And lately I've been in an attempt for them to have a little more of their own identities because their bond is SCARY strong lol I have been letting them once in a while wear different shirts. So today they had on different shirts and someone asked them if they were twins and they were like beside themselves cause they had on different shirts they felt like they needed to explain... like different shirts made them less of twins or something... So Broderick started in "yeah we live at the same house." then he said "we're twins but Bryce wanted a yellow shirt and I wanted a blue shirt." Then they proceeded to share their life story... "We're 4, but our sisters 11, she's not a twin, she was 10 and the she went to sleep and woke up and she was 11." And they were playing basketball so they told the Dad "We play basketball, sometimes at the gym daycare when Mommy's working out, but they don't let us play basketball all the time." "It's a big boys courts, the big boys play basketball there." And on and on and on lol I love listening to their little conversations. Then we were playing restaurant and Broderick said "Steph you're table is ready" I almost fell over that he called me by my name LOL he kept saying it "Steph, hows your food?" "Steph do you want some salt?" I thought it was too funny. Then Bryce called me "his patient" said he was "bringing some corn off the grill to his patient"... think we mixed up playing restaurant and playing hospital haha LOVE THEM to ITTY BITTY PIECES...

SO on with the notion of too blessed to be stressed IF THIS DOESN"T MAKE YOU SMILE... NOTHING WILL!!!! :) This is my boys last year so they were 3 dancing and singin in y kitchen... just a typical day at our house <3

Hope everyone has a great weekend in New England We SPRING AHEAD THIS WEEKEND!!!!! That's something to be happy about!